Sorry for not respecting you,
I just want to make a double confirm,
for a little self-defense..
Everything wasn't that expected...
it's more shocked, it's more hurts,
and it's huge disappointment...
from the words you sent her, yes I can feel how much you need her
how much your loves to her...
I was too strong last time, I never 100% believe you...just to protect myself...
I know I'm self-fish..I know I'm bad for treating you like this...
and now...I believe...
I thought you will not to do that again for at least keep me a secret,
let it be a secret and cover by the times, let it go with no one knowing it was there...
But no...you just report to her everything from the beginning...
everything was so naked...EVERYTHING...
I should only believe on myself since beginning ...until forever...
♥ Thursday, July 14, 2011