I have family and friends that I always LOVE, I have personality that nobody can handle.
AND I'm a crazylover in Camera!
My life is like a heartbeat machine, up and down so unpredictably. I'm single yet I don't see myself alone, as I call it freedom instead.
Music is definitely part of me.
Singing is my passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me!
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
April 30, 2011
Yeah.
You may talk to me, make me laugh and say the sweetest things.
But how many other girls are you doing that too?
3.15am
♥ Saturday, April 30, 2011
I used to don't care
but now I hate you, because @^$#@&#!*(#$ I care!
Thing changed when you shown your impatience and turn yourself into like this
when I look into your eyes, I don't see me.
when I look into your eyes, I saw/ felt sign of giving up.
when I look into your eyes, I choose to stay.
You know/ don't know me well...
in this condition
I chosen to stay instead of to step forward.
3.00am
♥ Saturday, April 30, 2011
April 27, 2011
Yay! I have burned the WHOLE NIGHT OIL!
Trust me, I memang look like a ZOMBIE right now!
OH NO, is these few weeks!
Finished understanding all the chapters last night at around 3am, and started memorize all those stupid slide (10 Chapters) from 3.30am until now! Expert already?! I wish too, but it's too bad I'm not that expert yet! Why am I here? To have a breath, I'm short of oxygen seriously! I was trying so hard to memorize all those WORDS and SPELLING, but I failed! What a stupid subject -Effective Communication Skill! Define communication, what is noise, what verbal /non-verbal, Ethnocentrism, Stereotypes, Platonic/Romantic relationship, Johari window, Masculinity vs. Femininity....blablabla! Those stupid theory I don't think it helps me to communicate effectively!!
Some more I'm not feeling well after last night's supper...
Vomited up all the food I eaten last night just now! idk why! But I'm really not feeling well!
p/s: I am not pregnant! I am just not feeling well!
Well...Good luck at 2pm to 4pm
God Bless!
9am
♥ Wednesday, April 27, 2011
April 26, 2011
I will break these chains that bind me
Happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me
Today my life begins!
<3
♥ Tuesday, April 26, 2011
April 25, 2011
After Friday then you may fly like a bird!
Do your best
&
Gooood Goooood Luck Sinying!
6.51pm
♥ Monday, April 25, 2011
April 24, 2011
You shown, yes you shown.
Things that I don't really wish to happen, but it's happened.
Somehow, I know..
when I'm trying to get into,but then you go...
You just turned to another person
You shown your impatient
You shown...something that makes me feel like...
I shouldn't step forward.
To ensure I'm not getting myself hurt.
But..well.. it's still hurt, a little bit that hurt.
Sometimes, you are sweet, your words might warmed me up.
There is no doubt, you're really good in talking,
but yet words doesn't means everything.
As you just shown me the opposite of it!
=)
4.25am
♥ Sunday, April 24, 2011
April 23, 2011
I'm afraid, I had finished everything, but I just can't remember everything!
There's too much to memorize, plus I have short term memory lost!
It's so hard for me to memorize all those stupid wordssss! =(
...
SO WHAT?!
The clock is still going on, the days are still passing by,
Be tough! You are who you are!
Just welcome the day after tomorrow;)
& now its time I gonna tell myself...
Do your best and the rest left to the God!
9.29pm
♥ Saturday, April 23, 2011
April 22, 2011
Do your best Sinying!
No pain no gain,this is what ur darl always said!
♥ Friday, April 22, 2011
April 21, 2011
Darl~~~~ I wish you were here...hmnn...=(
DAMN DAMN DAMN...
8.43pm
♥ Thursday, April 21, 2011
April 19, 2011
Dear who I love,
You will never know I am so so so worried about you.
Well, by the way I stalking you, I knew your life was colourful.
but...yea...that's what I worried about...it's too colourful!
You will never informed me when you change your phone number since last time until now! I have to phone him when I'm looking for you! I hate this seriously...
You are so hard to keep in touch with, I was like losing you...
getting far and far from you...
You are so important to me you know...but I know I'm just a little part of your life..
may be I'm there for sometimes ..or may be I'm away for all the time...
But it's okay! Just please work hard in your studies!
Branded doesn't means everything, don't let those thing to ruin your life...
You got everything from him..but such high life, do you really happy??
How he treated you..?! Please don't hurt people who loves you much, like me!
Where's the real you? This is just not like you to let him to control everything of you!
AND your only sister, she loves you so much as I do!
6.15pm
♥ Tuesday, April 19, 2011
DID'NT STUDY AGAIN?!
grrr...Bad Girl!
God doesn't love you anymore..hmn!
4.31pm
♥ Tuesday, April 19, 2011
I love this song that sang by Maddi Jane!!
She's awesome!
♥ Tuesday, April 19, 2011
April 18, 2011
I miss camp seriously!!!
I wish I could join any camp and play all the time like last time right now!
I lost my nerve!
My nerve that I could just join any camp without bringing any single friend along with!
AND THEN I COULD MAKE NEW FRIENDS ALL AROUND!
I don't think I can do it again right now...
I miss all my friends who I met from so many different camps last time,
I miss the messages,the news of coming camp from them so much!
I attended every camp if I could, no matter where and when it held on!
I planned my routine by myself and spent my school holiday with full of challenges.
I was wondering how I could do that when I was young...
hmnn...I guess that's my young's spirit ni!
Here is some limited photo..
Got many camp didn't take photo:(
I'm so worried about someday if my memory lost...........
or when I grow up someday and I forgot some part of it maybe..........
I really love those great memory !
第五届马来西亚法界佛教青少年生活营
主题 ：人生的起点
日期：7/12/2005-11/12/2005
地点：般若观音圣寺
地点：般若观音圣寺
When I was just 13 years old..
全国佛青之友领袖培训营
营题：《学习、进取、关怀、奉献》
日期：21-25/12/2007
地点：吉打峨仑佛教会
This need 由所属州联委会、佛团、中学佛学会推荐 one!
What I can say is...I was the lucky one..xD
When I was 15 years old.
There's still a lot, will post it someday maybe =)
To be continue...
12.40am
♥ Monday, April 18, 2011
April 16, 2011
When someone asked "How are you?"
They really don't want an answer!
10:10pm
♥ Saturday, April 16, 2011
April 15, 2011
I didn't fail the test,
I just found 100 ways to do it wrong.
Well done!
You got the lowest marks in this group!
Welcome 1st to sem 4! =(
I hate marketing!
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grrr...chill! It always seems impossible until its done.
You can do it!! You know i know you well!
♥ Friday, April 15, 2011
April 14, 2011
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart
that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
♥ Thursday, April 14, 2011
I know you, even though I know I don't really know you well...
But..yea..
I know what I should/shouldn't know...
I know those you wouldn't tell...
I'm sorry but I know it...
and I know you hates me as well;)
yea, it's same when come to me, but still I love you!
What I can say...its just a fate...between US, not only you...
Hope that you could live happily,
I know you will...when someday I'm gone...
You know who you are..
but I guess you won't found this as well!
♥ Thursday, April 14, 2011
April 13, 2011
Final exam around the corner already ah Ms.Leong!
Why are you still here sticking on your lappie...?!
Moooooody!
Where's your spirit...
11.11am
♥ Wednesday, April 13, 2011
April 11, 2011
天黑了 孤独又慢慢割着
有人的心 又开始疼了
爱很远了 很久没再见了
就这样 竟然也能活着
你听寂寞在唱歌 轻轻的 狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍 让人忍不住泪流成河
谁说的 人非要快乐不可 好象快乐由得人选择
找不到的那个人 来不来呢
我会是谁的 谁是我的
你听寂寞在唱歌 轻轻的 狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍 让人忍不住泪流成河
你听寂寞在唱歌 温柔的 疯狂的
悲伤越来越深刻 怎样才能够让它停呢
天黑得 像不会再天亮了
明不明天 也无所谓了
就静静的 看青春难依难舍
泪还是热的 泪痕冷了
有人的心 又开始疼了
爱很远了 很久没再见了
就这样 竟然也能活着
你听寂寞在唱歌 轻轻的 狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍 让人忍不住泪流成河
谁说的 人非要快乐不可 好象快乐由得人选择
找不到的那个人 来不来呢
我会是谁的 谁是我的
你听寂寞在唱歌 轻轻的 狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍 让人忍不住泪流成河
你听寂寞在唱歌 温柔的 疯狂的
悲伤越来越深刻 怎样才能够让它停呢
天黑得 像不会再天亮了
明不明天 也无所谓了
就静静的 看青春难依难舍
泪还是热的 泪痕冷了
5.00AM
♥ Monday, April 11, 2011
April 6, 2011
I don't understand why?! I thought...I thought..but fine, you all just don't like everything! Thanks for your anger, what I can say is please leave me alone!! I'm done! I did NOTHING I don't think I did anything that hurt you all and you all just treating me like criminal!! I even choose to keep silent and only say yes to any of your plan/opinion/everything you all like! I keep trying my best to maintain our relationship, in so many ways!! Smile to you all, everything just follow you all!
Why always me to be the one to maintain the relationship?! Why always is me to endure everything? Why always me to keep cautious in everything/every single word I speak in order to make you all happy?! *FUCK!! I'm done!! Anything don't satisfied just tell me, don't gossip and talk behind me!
Those post,well done! I did like all of it! I didn't mean to challenges, but you started it! ;) *Don't say 7 days anymore* Yay! I like this sentences! I thought DAYS is forever! well..NO! I always set harmony on my mind, the most important on 7days...but again NO...too much dissatisfaction...I was too weak, it can't work by only me!! Too much anger for no reason! I felt like I was just a clown and letting you all to fool around!!
♥ Wednesday, April 06, 2011
April 5, 2011
Last Saturday and Sunday;)
Phieww~went to Yipo house again,for the group sketching & pla..blablabla! xD
Wooootss! Saturday morning, reached polo ground!
with Peili & B~
Awww..whose ham ju shao?!!!
Sunday morning, again @ polo ground with
Yipo, Tong, Lulu, Peili & Kahkeng!
Tadahh! Monkey Bar!! *promise*
Lulu . Peili . Sying ;)
♥ Tuesday, April 05, 2011
Busy March!
YAY! List of those thing I had done on my busy month:
-McDaisy, Big Max advertisement
-M&M assignment
-Marketing assignment
-Marketing presentation
-Maths test 2
-Maths test 3
-Business proposal
-Business proposal presentation
-Group Presentation(Sketch)
Yea, I got soooo many things to do on that month,it’s also consider as a scary..tiring + EMO month!!=X grrrr...it's damn hard to go through,but yea..i did it!I'm so lucky there’s someone who keep staying by my side & never let go…felt so thankful & sooo loved..Hmnn,if not maybe everything might be worse & worse & still worse!Hmn, anyway dah jadi sejarah dah!
Nah, only left these~
-M&M presentation
-M & M midterm test
-Final exam
Kah yaooo ah!!
♥ Tuesday, April 05, 2011
April 1, 2011
Another tiring day!
It's already 12.12am, I'm just home and haven't bath yet.
Been busy with the group sketching(acting movie) for next week.
Yay, I got a replacement test to do too, on the coming week.
AND a presentation!! I HATE the most!!
hmnn! bought a new book yesterday :D
here it is
well, I should go to bath now.
ciao~
12.16am
♥ Friday, April 01, 2011