Arcobaleno!

July 29, 2011

Today, I have attended a whole day classes from 8am to 10am, 11am to 12.30pm, 1pm to 3pm, and 3.30pm to 5pm...SWEAT! After that still I have went to somewhere else provided me limited table and chair to do my work. Don't really have work to do actually, I was just don't feel like going back home. I have done some microeconomics revision for this Saturday test..still a little bit confused on the graph and the theory. And..finally i got back home at 5.45pm with super hunger like I could eat a horse!! I got only 2 sandwiches in my stomach since early in the morning! Yet luck doesn't at my side, I still hunt nothing when I was home..BAD LUCK! The chef of the house still having his nap..No choice..I've cooked myself an instant noodle with added an egg :)

Well, good news!! I had my last presentation for this semester in this morning! Hooorayy! Hell, I was damn nervous still after so many presentations! I HATE PRESENTATION! I used to escape it since I was in foundation, once the course structure don't need everyone to present, I won't take part in!The last semester of my foundation, I got 4 presentations and everyone must take part in! I still remembered how suffered it was! THOSE DAYS, THOSE EMO DAYS :) Burn the whole night oil for only a 15 minutes presentation...some more I don't seems like done very well although I know practice make perfect! And I did! But this time different, I was improving!!

-Started from blank, stopped presentation of my part, no eyes contact.

-2nd, Read slide also got problem, no eyes contact, too low the voice.

-3rd Only read from the script, no eyes contact, nervous like hell still.

-4th Read from script, few eyes contact with the audience, louder voice. (LAST FEW WEEKS)

-5th Less look on the script, got eye contact, louder voice and also body language. (TODAY)

I AM OBVIOUSLY IMPROVING! ALTHOUGH I STILL FELT NERVOUS :D

WELL DONE SINYING <3

*Clappppppppp* for myself! :)))

Here are the photos!

3.00am!!

Good night!

Sleep tight!

ily! Yea..you! It's you! :)

♥ Friday, July 29, 2011

July 24, 2011

No matter where you hide, the sun still shine on you, not to melt you but to burn you down; the moon still can see you, not to care you but to laugh you loud; and the stars still blink on you, not they admire you, but to warn you with no sound.

I wish I could just leave you and go..though I got no where to go, I wish I don't need to see you guys on my eyes, to see how you guys make everything into secret but so naked in front of my eyes..

It's hurts , it's fucking hurts...how good if everything could go back to the beginning...

And I will not make the mistake by having you even for a little while...

At least we won't be like...like this...

I don't want this...

Everything and everyone are so faked! Including me, myself, I !

I just miss those old time :)

♥ Sunday, July 24, 2011

July 22, 2011

MinMin..

Jingjing...

We don't need to meet everyday and we don't message each other everyday...because we have already place each other inside our deep heart and will never forget each other until the day the world end.
Distance doesn't matter...it just gave us a chance to miss each other ♥

After the last met that don't know how many years ago...I can only stalking you on facebook to know how's your life and also from Minmin's mouth ...that's all and I can only imagine how's your life through her words!!

I did miss you.. Miss the time 3 of us staying together in KH(P).. The happiest 3 weeks of my life...the best memory forever!

Thanks for coming to Kampar to pay us a visit! You did surprised me!!! Although we were only met for an hour...

no longer seeing you and also no much talk as *I was busy for the whole morning to do the stupid blablabla office thing at campus and still I have to rush back to campus for a stupid tutorial class..

Hmnn, it's alright, the limited one hour...it's enough for me to catch you in my eyes, to know that you're having a pretty good life...

Take care my dear Jingjing:)

May all the sadness gone and all the happiness go to you as how much as u desire...

ily!

♥ Friday, July 22, 2011

July 20, 2011

♥ Wednesday, July 20, 2011

July 16, 2011

人家纯粹天真无知地处心积虑向你公然示威。

♥ Saturday, July 16, 2011

July 14, 2011

Sorry for not respecting you,

I just want to make a double confirm,

for a little self-defense..

Everything wasn't that expected...

it's more shocked, it's more hurts,

and it's huge disappointment...

from the words you sent her, yes I can feel how much you need her

how much your loves to her...

I was too strong last time, I never 100% believe you...just to protect myself...

I know I'm self-fish..I know I'm bad for treating you like this...

and now...I believe...

I thought you will not to do that again for at least keep me a secret,

let it be a secret and cover by the times, let it go with no one knowing it was there...

But no...you just report to her everything from the beginning...

everything was so naked...EVERYTHING...

I should only believe on myself since beginning ...until forever...

♥ Thursday, July 14, 2011

July 13, 2011

Let's BUCKS!

♥ Wednesday, July 13, 2011

July 9, 2011

就因为什么都没关系，所以才会被人毫不客气地吃着。
就因为什么都无所谓，所以才会被人毫不客气地踩在头顶了。
就因为什么都算了吧，所以才会被人毫不客气地笑言着。

就因为活得比人坚强，
就因为活得比人顽固，
就因为活得比人有风度，

所以今天受伤了。被人看衰了，被人责备了，

还要被人讽刺着过日子。

即使自己口口声声说说一切都无所谓，
可是当到了某些极端时，还是会忍不住却无可奈何
因为不想把事情搞大，把东西弄僵。

所以只好一个人来啃好了。

即使内心是多么的难受，
无所谓，就让我来闯到那最高的境界。
没有多少人可以容忍的事情，
让我来。
没有多少人可以接受的事情
让我来。
没有多少人挨得过的事情
让我来。

我相信我应付得来。

♥ Saturday, July 09, 2011